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Moments like this. How I wish my eyes could work like a Camera. Take snapshots and preserve memories like how a Camera produce photographs to preserve the memory and we make it into scrapbooks. I mean our brain is doing that but (>.<) i'm not really good at retrieving the memories I want to replay in my head (>.<) Like an MP3 playing on Loop. Damn man , how fast Awesome times really flies and how awful times slow down just for us to endure.
I was unable to think throughout my whole Cambodia Trip. My brain just stopped working at the sight of 1 , just 1 young orphan tearing up. How awful I felt about myself. Not because of guilt. But What have they done to deserve such a harsh living conditions to live by. Yet , They had awesome personalities, and how amazing they all were to be able to bond with everyone in just matter of a day spent with them. They cried for us when we were leaving NOT because they were weak, but because they had a heart , they weren't of afraid of getting hurt by people they care about or surrounds them. They were able to endure the broken of any sort of relationship. Man , if everyone lived just the way they had lived , would the everyone's personality be just like theirs. Reality Check , I doubt so. The world will still be corrupted.
Wishing. I should stop wishing and start taking some actions. I hate it when I tell myself "what can i do about it" I know i can do something BUT WHAT? and HOW? How should i start? Where should I begin? What will the consequences be? Will I lose something ?