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Today is Friday, May 18, 2012
Posts for March 2010
Wow , How I wish
Mar20
Moments like this. How I wish my eyes could work like a Camera. Take snapshots and preserve memories like how a Camera produce photographs to preserve the memory and we make it into scrapbooks. I mean our brain is doing that but (>.<) i'm not really good at retrieving the memories I want to replay in my head (>.<) Like an MP3 playing on Loop. Damn man , how fast Awesome times really flies and how awful times slow down just for us to endure.
I was unable to think throughout my whole Cambodia Trip. My brain just stopped working at the sight of 1 , just 1 young orphan tearing up. How awful I felt about myself. Not because of guilt. But What have they done to deserve such a harsh living conditions to live by. Yet , They had awesome personalities, and how amazing they all were to be able to bond with everyone in just matter of a day spent with them. They cried for us when we were leaving NOT because they were weak, but because they had a heart , they weren't of afraid of getting hurt by people they care about or surrounds them. They were able to endure the broken of any sort of relationship. Man , if everyone lived just the way they had lived , would the everyone's personality be just like theirs. Reality Check , I doubt so. The world will still be corrupted.
Wishing. I should stop wishing and start taking some actions. I hate it when I tell myself "what can i do about it" I know i can do something BUT WHAT? and HOW? How should i start? Where should I begin? What will the consequences be? Will I lose something ?
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Mar18
“
Her teary eyes
Caught me off guard
My mind went blank
Emptiness filled my mentality
Nothing went in and nothing came out
I've seen those tears before
But where
It seems to me that
My head is not allowing me to remember some things
Unabling me to think normally(well to begin with i was eccentric never really thought correctly)
Point is!!!
The emptiness filled up quickly and silently
Damn man.
”
Damn man , i'm deprived of those unfeminine words. Thus I shall use them to my heart's content in this post ^_^
Mar18
“
Dear diary , You mother-effing fussy......................................................
I've got nothing to say. (=X)
My boiling point just dropped again to room temperature
It seems that my temperature drops really fast
”Forgive me, my young viewers and Clean, Uncorrupted mind readers ^_^
Now , i shall stop using such barbaric words in real life ^_^
Writer's Block
Mar17
“
Hmm ...Seriously , I've run out of things to say
No more philosophical stuff in my head.
I like a guy I guess
I went to Cambodia, just go back
Felt emotionally and physically drained from the trip.
I wished i could have done more
I fancy a guy i guess
Things happened
>.< People's personality changes i guess
The mindset changes too
I miss cambodia more than School
”
I know who I am and what i did
Mar05
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Your just some guy i met a year ago and started texting me out of random-ness
Hell no am I telling you everything about myself
When we just met personally in less than a month
My motto?
Quality Beats Quantity
Unlike you , I dont NEED so many friends
I just need the people I know that are important to me
I don't need to know other people's problem
they didn't tell me so why is there a need for me to know
So what if you know all those people's problems
They aren't yours and they aren't your important people
So what are you trying to prove?
That you've got more people telling you stuff and that they aren't close to you?
Dude , if thats what your trying to prove
Dont come crawling to me to boast about your "friends" .
And who do you think you are?!
Telling me that I should tell people about myself
Tell who? You mean random people like you do?
Hell no!Fuck no!Gawd no!
I dont disclose private information about myself to JUST anyone
And what?! "Did" trust me?!? Cos' I didn't tell you things about myself
Well FYI you didnt ask! You did not portray curiousity about my life
So obviously I would not just blabber it out!
And Fuckthewarlord!? You had the nerve to ask my friends
Luckily they are my important friends and they did not utter
a word about me.
And you told me that they dont know me that well with impertinence in your words!
Well fuck yourself very much
If your actually really "brave" as you claimed to be
You would ask me about me by yourself
Not sneak around and ask my friends and involve them in the conversation
Damn man
”Something that recently happened that sort of pissed me off more than anything in the whole
Which is good in a way , it sort of navigated my jealousy feelings of something away
Bad girls always like the NERDS
Mar05
“
I dont care who told you what
i'm not giving in
I dont give a shit if you dont take me seriously
At least i can hug you everyday
I can't be bothered when other people look at me
All i hope for would be that only you notice me
”
