I really meant what i said.
No boy-girl-relationship
Work hard in treasuring all my friends!!!
I meant it!! Gotta work hard >.<
why is it so difficult for me
but everyone is doing it as if it was a breeze (>.<)
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Where do i even begin?!!?!!? First off , i made 2 of my really REALLY good guy friends pissed at me!! Secondly , got freaking humiliated because of the dumb punishment! Third , i said stupid things to my friends without thinking ! >.< how could i be so naive!!! why can't i give a second thought when it comes to their feelings!!!
Not even the guy I THOUGHT i like him could make me happy , wait actually i take my words back , i don't like any guy more than a friend AT ALL. i know , iknow its selfish of me , no one holds the responsibility of my happiness but me. But in the end , everyone just want at least 1 person in their life to make them happy (>.<) I feel horrible even now. Damn it. And to makes things worst. He just had to text me like every once a month and my sony erriccson phone can't get him off the recent contact list >.< Why!? such a life infliction.
I think I am the WORST friend EVER! Like seriously! I was unable to smoothen out the tension between my friends >.< all i could do was apologised and stupid Singaporean way of thinking " Sorry no cure" _l_ fucked the person who created that phrase. Cause that friggin person said the friggin truth!!! I mean I just want to be able to handle situations on the spot and be more... you know >.< matured.
Yes , I know my dear readers are getting bored of all these rants. But currently my life plane is having some major/minor turbulence. And this turbulence won't stop till I handle it properly.
Gosh , i wish i could write essays as how i could write on my blog , how much easier would life be? But NOO!!! Because "if there isn't any obstacles along the path you chose , it probably does not lead to anywhere"
Sometimes , I really wish life had a replay button or at least some sort of method that could take away all emotions/feelings of regret and guilt.
