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Where do i even begin?!!?!!? First off , i made 2 of my really REALLY good guy friends pissed at me!! Secondly , got freaking humiliated because of the dumb punishment! Third , i said stupid things to my friends without thinking ! >.< how could i be so naive!!! why can't i give a second thought when it comes to their feelings!!!

Not even the guy I THOUGHT i like him could make me happy , wait actually i take my words back , i don't like any guy more than a friend AT ALL. i know , iknow its selfish of me , no one holds the responsibility of my happiness but me. But in the end , everyone just want at least 1 person in their life to make them happy (>.<) I feel horrible even now. Damn it. And to makes things worst. He just had to text me like every once a month and my sony erriccson phone can't get him off the recent contact list >.< Why!? such a life infliction.

I think I am the WORST friend EVER! Like seriously! I was unable to smoothen out the tension between my friends >.< all i could do was apologised and stupid Singaporean way of thinking " Sorry no cure" _l_ fucked the person who created that phrase. Cause that friggin person said the friggin truth!!! I mean I just want to be able to handle situations on the spot and be more... you know >.<  matured.

Yes , I know my dear readers are getting bored of all these rants. But currently my life plane is having some major/minor turbulence. And this turbulence won't stop till I handle it properly.

Gosh , i wish i could write essays as how i could write on my blog , how much easier would life be? But NOO!!! Because "if there isn't any obstacles along the path you chose , it probably does not lead to anywhere"

Sometimes , I really wish life had a replay button or at least some sort of method that could take away all emotions/feelings of regret and guilt.

Sheep gives birth to Human-faced Lamb in Turkey

A sheep gave birth to a dead lamb with a human-like face. The calf was born in a village not far from the city of Izmir, Turkey.

Erhan Elibol, a vet, performed Cesarean section on the animal to take the calf out, but was horrified to see that the features of the calf’s snout bore a striking resemblance to a human face.

“I’ve seen mutations with cows and sheep before. I’ve seen a one-eyed calf, a two-headed calf, a five-legged calf. But when I saw this youngster I could not believe my eyes. His mother could not deliver him so I had to help the animal,” the 29-year-old veterinary said.

The lamb’s head had human features on – the eyes, the nose and the mouth – only the ears were those of a sheep.

Veterinaries said that the rare mutation most likely occurred as a result of improper mutation since the fodder for the lamb’s mother was abundant with vitamin A, CNNTurk.comreports.

A goat from Zimbabwe gave birth to a similar youngster in September 2009. The mutant baby born with a human-like head stayed alive for several hours until the frightened village residents killed him.

The governor of the province where the ugly goat was born said that the little goat was the fruit of unnatural relationship between the female goat and a man.

“This incident is very shocking. It is my first time to see such an evil thing. It is really embarrassing,” he reportedly said. “The head belongs to a man while the body is that of a goat. This is evident that an adult human being was responsible. Evil powers caused this person to lose self control. We often hear cases of human beings who commit bestiality but this is the first time for such an act to produce a product with human features,” he added.
The mutant creature was hairless. Local residents said that even dogs were afraid to approach the bizarre animal.
The locals burnt the body of the little goat, and biologists had no chance to study the rare mutation.
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Soon, everyone will start having sex with horses to make a super race of minotaurs.

Hmm , lets see . For the past 48hours I was so friggin depressed , you should have seen me! I didn't even say hi to DeZheng/Yujin/Shawn/Diana/anyone else in my class energetically!! I always greet everyone in hyper mode but i was so depressed i gave them half smiles T^T Worst dance today was HORRIBLE! I wasn't able to dance with the music, i didnt feel the music and my dance movements together.

And dance today , made me learn 2 most "smack in the face" lesson.

1)There was never equality in the world to begin with.(Teacher chose 3 girls,ONLY 3girls to join modern dance,and somemore there was this 1 dude,1 dude!!! who in my opinion i think has the most passion in dancing than the rest of the girls)

2)Fate/God wants me to learn independence the hard way.(It seems like i look like a loner , BUT im NOT!)

Well, whatever. the reason why i'm existing in this world is because life made it so difficult for me that I actually enjoy it. So many things have happened , first off , i had fights constantly with Kum , NON-STOP. I HAD to continuously bump into the girl I HATE!!(Trust me is none of my readers, thank god she doesn't know my blog) Second , this buttwipe dude totally ruined my day with just one text messgae -.- Go to rehab God damn them.Except for Kum

Meant for my friend , Nicholas who was on raging hormones this evening LOLOLOLOL XDXD Told ya I beat that statement!

Alot of my friends don't get my facebook status well let me explain it to you. I don't get it either , but my interpretation for that phrase is that When you don't feel the love for the dude , the right guy comes to you and then when you feel the love in you , the wrong guy turns up. Something like that. And it is referring to no one. Just felt like saying that on facebook.

I had a vision when i was walking home to school. It was so frighteningly depressive.

I was running towards a boy. I kept running and calling his name , telling him to stop. And wait for me. But he would'nt turn back and look at me. He kept facing his back at me. I kept calling to him but to no avail. I'm sorry I'm so sorry , i yelled after gathering as much courage and energy as i can to shout those few words. Will you forgive me? Soon , tears trickled down my face and I dropped to my knees , repeating apologies after another. Knowing nothing what I was apologising or even to whom. As I looked up , the boy turned back but I couldn't see him clearly as my eyes were clouded with tears. But vaguely I could see him mouthing something. Something I thought got me down on the floor crying so much it hurts to cry again.

That vision , scared me , the thing that kept disturbing me most was who was that guy? Why was i even crying?

 Just a vision , could mean nothing at all.

In the afternoon , I was so happy when Tiffany called me , smiling from cheek to cheek . But as soon as I received THAT text message from a certain someone , my face fell. It was turned upside down. No longer did I feel the smiling me , I felt the numb feeling i had experienced countless of times in 2008.