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Posts for October 2009
I got tangled up in your words
Oct21
I'm really speechless right now. We've gotten back together like over 6 times , i really REALLY liked him. Everyone told me he was bad for me but i didn't listen however when his friend , a.k.a someone-who-hates-me-so-much , says I'm bad for him , he listens. Indeed , he has never liked me once. May i cry on your shoulder , whoever is reading this. It hurts. All those late night calls , sacrificing my precious time just for him , everything about him makes me happy.
Right now , I aint in any mood to talk about it or even check my english so i'll end it here. Sorry
I knew he was my everything , but i never knew what i was to him
Oct17
Was i just some girl , he wanted to lay his hands on?
Was i just some ordinary girl , for him to get comfort from?
What was i to him , seriously?
I loved him so much, but he never seem to take it in anymore .
It was my fault for ignoring him , yes i know that it is my fault but he did not have to run off with some other girl and left me by myself wondering everyday , did you even love me for who i was? Did he even respect my decision? He thinks I don't know that he confessed to that girl ,the pretty one in class.
But why'd you talked to them for advice , why didnt you face me ? Then was it really true?
You said those harsh words and really wanted to leave me all by myself
I'm sorry if i couldnt give you want you want , but I'm still young i dont think i want to do those inappropriate things yet.
You deserve a better girl , I just want to watch you form afar , you didnt want to do anything neither did you want to continue
In fact i knew from your eyes you just want to end it entirely.I feel i couldn't be of use to you , im sorry
A really good friend who seem really far away but in fact is closer than i thought
Oct13
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:01 AM):
Listen young lady
u know that I never leave behind any of my friends
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:02 AM):
Everything happens for a reason
that's the way the world teach people
I'm quite sad when I read this
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:03 AM):
but u have to be strong
it's not good to cling on bitterness
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:09 AM):
I wish I were still in S'pore
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:10 AM):
whenever I had a problem with my ex-gf
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:11 AM):
I always forced her so we could meet together
n really talked about our problem
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:12 AM):
and I had some tips for u if u next time fall in love again with another guy
me and my ex-gf normally sit together and we wont say a thing
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:13 AM):
me and her just write something about the reason why we got into a fight
trust me it works
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:14 AM):
after both of us read whatever we wrote...eventually both of us feel silly
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:15 AM):
u dont have to treasure me my buddy
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:16 AM):
u wanna hit me, kick me in the butt or hurt me... I dont care
I NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON MY FRIEND
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:18 AM):
trust me I'm that stubborn
I never turn my back on my friend
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:19 AM):
I know u r just mad and sad
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:20 AM):
in that condition, u could jump into a stupid or irrational thought
I fully understand of that
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:22 AM):
I'll be your shoulder to cry on until your tears run dry. If you need someone to talk to I'll be the one. If a close friend hurts you, and you don't understand remember I'm here, I'll lend a helping hand. Burdens are lighter when carried by two, and I just want you to know I'M HERE FOR YOU
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:24 AM):
Do u remember what I've told you b4?
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:25 AM):
every person in ur life would always teach u something. that person could be someone u like or dislike and still they will teach u something
because they tell u where ur limit is
Just dont give up on yourself pal
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:26 AM):
remember I am here
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:28 AM):
learn ur lesson... I hope u'll recover... I know it's hard but think about it, ur life is still long...with ur character and ability I believe u could reach the sky ^^
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:29 AM):
whatever u r thinking when u r sad, just forget it becoz u r not thinking straight
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:30 AM):
take care my friend
g3r4ld_1988@hotmail.com said (7:33 AM):
I still remember ur full name...Jolene Wong Xiu Wen and that's ur full name, right? haha
Oct12
i dont deserve anyone
my problem all lie within me
i cant solve it
but no one can help me
